~The Return~

To all my fervid readers, I'm BACK! (^.,..,.^)v

To everyone, sorry for not updating my blog for the past one month because I have so many thoughts in my mind and also many things to do. There's also time when I want to update but I'll just procrastinate AND thinks that I can't do it on that day so that it doesn't contradict to the statement "do not put off till tomorrow what that can be done today". xD Now that I have settle down everything, it's time to blog again! There are just so many things I want to blog about now that I've been gone for a month. Hahaha... Hmmm... Where shall I start...?

Aight, I'll start with my departure (or so called 'departure') Hahaha.. I've start schooling again after the 2 weeks holiday. Barely get to rest enough cause there are just so many thoughts running in my mind for the past 2 weeks. These were my thoughts during the holidays:-

-want to study
-want to enjoy the holiday
-want to rest
-extra classes
-scholarships
-friends
-future
-ambition
-books
-games
-computer
-drama
-teachers
-school

OK that's all I can recall for now... There are disturbing thoughts and also non-disturbing thoughts (neutral) all these were what I had in mind for the whole holiday and can be easily predicted as what I've been doing during the 2 weeks holiday (Now I can skip how I spend my holiday ^^)

This will be a long post..... Very soon you'll know why.

Moving on to the next point is...... Halt! Before that, I'll post about everything I want to blog about and that I can recall for now. I'll add in more as I remember through my future post. I've decided to make some minor changes to my blog such as the banner and the colour. Though now my blog's template is simple aka "The Simplest & The Most Empty Template" alias template-less, but I find it.... hmm simple? Hahahaha.... Yea, it's simple and clean. There's one more uniqueness about it (maybe this only applies to me) which IS you can hardly find this template anywhere because there's hardly anyone using it because it's too simple. okok... I'll cut the crap. ^^

Coming up next is.....

My school life!!! Ok... This will be one of the long parts. In my previous post, I didn't blog much about the school yet because I'm still delving into it. Now I think I have enough content to make a paragraph or two about it. First, the school is big. There's no doubt about this particular fact. BIG as in the size and the population. The buildings are big and so is the gap between each block of buildings. The population is just hefty. The students are just inexpressible with even the most sophisticated words. Here's one of the incidents that had happened right before the holiday, there's an assembly on last period of the Friday before school holiday for the principal to give a word or two about the holiday. It took them 30 minutes just to sit in the hall and they don't even bother to keep quiet when the principal is talking and continue shouting, talking, screaming as if they were attending an uproarious party. After the 10 minutes assembly, everyone rushes for the exit and just push aside everything that's blocking their path. They even push the people and kick the chair as if nobody's business. I didn't quite enjoy the environment there, the toilets are.... obnoxious, dirty, fetid, dark, gloomy and everything bad. Nobody cares about it or do anything about it. SFI is still one of the best schools with clean toilets and home-my environment.

Next, it's about my friends. It's nice to meet up with all my friends again and make more new friends there. Recently, I have just met with Phillip and it seems that he is very stress due to the frantic studying environment (which is like everyone wants to win type and tends to study 24/7) and the change in his milieu. In my opinion, some of the people there enjoy to feeling superior towards others and make you feel inferior. Being in form 6 is also stressful as the syllabus is wide and the teacher is rushing to finish the syllabus soon by giving lengthy extra classes and teaching in fast pace.

Now, this is about scholarship. For the past few months, all the SPM candidates have been busy applying for scholarship. Now, most of the results are out and those who have managed to secure a scholarship will be smiling gleefully while those who didn't are feeling sad and down. First, for those of you latter who are reading this, Cheer up! I myself have applied to a few. One of it is the Public Service Department scholarship which is also known as JPA scholarship. Although I've applied for it, I didn't go for the 'kursus kedoktoran' provided and also the interview. I know it's weird and funny but actually they didn't have the course I wanted to do and I don't quite like the fact that we are bound to work with the government for many years after graduate. Moreover the chance to secure that scholarship is really slim even if I want to. I've never actually had my mind on it. What I'm trying to imply is that, congrats to all those who got this scholarship & for those who didn't manage to obtain that scholarship, DO NOT BE DISHEARTENED OR FEEL SAD, it's not that you're bad or stupid for not getting it. It's just that JPA didn't see your full potential and I am sure you can succeed in other things that you do. i.e. pre-university education.

I think I have posted too long... Thanks for reading and I'll try to update more frequent for now whenever I have the time.